Sadness

Can my life get better?
Or is it gonna stay?
Can I start again?
Or will it go away?
Can I ask you something?
Why did God choose me?
Can I take I back?
Or will it always be?
Can I find my mummy?
But why?d she leave me here?
Can I stop this hurting?
Who?ll wipe away my tear?
Can you make me happy?
Then why am I so sad?
Can you tell me exactly why?
Why were you so mad?
Can you take my life?
Cause I don?t want to live
Can you tell me why you left?
I have my life to give
Can you tell my daddy
That it?ll be ok,
I?ll be waiting for him
And I?ll see him soon.. one day
Can?t somebody hear me,
Promise you won?t cry?
Cause it was my decision
It was my choice to die
Can you promise something?
Please smile when I go
I should?ve told my love my heart
I guess he?ll never know
Can you understand me?
I?m sorry but it?s true
I couldn?t handle all the shit
That I was going through
My spirit inside, was captured
But I?ve just set it free
Tell everyone I?m sorry
But if you would only see
Abuse is really painful
I couldn?t take the pain..

A love that we thought would last

The shadow of a lost love is looming
Tears and pain are consuming
A love that was once real and true
The love that i once felt for you
The phantom of that love is lurking
The reaper of love is smirking
The end of our love has passed
A love that we thought would last

It was lost on that Saturday morn
Sometime between dusk and dawn
I saw you leave through that door
And i know now that i am sure
That door belonged to another
The door that led to your lover
My heart just sank and gave in
It couldn't believe this sin
But now i have caught you at it
The one thing you'd never admit
You lied and you cheated and stole
Stole my heart from the depths of my soul

The shadow of a lost love has passed
Tears and pain are falling fast
A love that was once real and true
The love that i once felt for you
The phantom of that love has won
The reaper of love is done
The end of our love has passed
A love that we thought would last